My thoughts on reading the classics in high school & the one classic I’m most looking forward to reading

When I think back to high school, I wasn’t the biggest reader. I read, but I didn’t read a lot. I hate to say it, but I was obsessed with finding a boyfriend and having friends — at least until I had an argument with my main group of friends who were doing something I disagreed with, and then I was focusing on music. I wasn’t a person who really enjoyed high school, which is sad because I feel like I could’ve done better. Now, nearly 20 years later, I wish I could have a do over and actually focus on my studies more and not be so obsessed with things that weren’t overly important.

Anyway, this post isn’t about my social life and hating high school, but about reading the classics in high school. Honestly, I can’t remember reading a lot of classics – or reading a lot of books at all. I remember reading a lot out of those giant collections of classics; books that had poetry and short stories and the like but gave you a backache when you tried to read anything in it. I didn’t understand the poetry, I didn’t understand the Shakespeare, and I got bored with the classics.

The only classic I remember actually reading (besides some Shakespeare and The Outsiders) was The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck, and even with that, I never actually read it. I got bored within the first 5 pages and couldn’t get past his descriptions and I instead wrote my paper by winging it and failed miserably. So I don’t really have fond memories of reading in high school. After high school I read more, though not as much as I do now, but even with the amount I was reading it interested me in reading more in university and I signed up for so many courses that had me reading the classics (though I was scared away by any course that had a classic that was overly long).

I had always read, whether it be the The Babysitters Club or Sweet Valley High of my teens; or attempting to read Stephen King or Danielle Steele, the books my mom enjoyed; or classic chick lit by Sophie Kinsella or Emily Giffin, the books I enjoyed after university. I loved reading in university but even that didn’t make me want to read more than I already did.

Now, 20 years later, I really enjoy reading the classics and I have so many on my shelf that I’m legitimately looking forward to reading, but I wonder if I hadn’t been a voracious reader before this (my reading kickstarted by reading Twilight back in 2008 – don’t judge) would I be interested in reading at all?

I think back to high school and how I didn’t want to read. I would fall asleep reading a text book and couldn’t get through a few pages of a book without getting bored. I rejoiced when another English teacher showed us the movie for Lord of the Flies rather than having us read the book. It makes me wonder if reading the classics in high school is detrimental to reading later in life. I know of some teenagers who are amazing readers, who already read the classics (one reason I love Lucy the Reader so much) but not all teens are like this. Reading the classics is scary! It’s reading in a voice that is very much unlike our own and written about a time a hundred years or so before ours.

When I think about the themes of some of the classics I read 15-20 years ago, I am reminded of Ethan Frome, a book by Edith Wharton that I recently finished. The story deals with very adult themes and maybe I was a really naive and ignorant teenager and young adult, but I can guarantee I would have no idea what that book was even about had I read it in high school or university. Do we need to experience life more before attempting the classics? Can we just dive into them without knowing about themes of adulthood?

More importantly, why do we continue to have many of the same classics in the high school curriculum now that we had 20 years ago (or longer), when there are so many actual young adult books available to teach teenagers about themes relevant to what they’re actually going through in high school? Is it just laziness on the teacher’s part?

After thinking all these thoughts, my mind then wandered over to think about The Grapes of Wrath again, the book that I couldn’t get into at all 20 years ago. When I think about it now, I realize that this is the book I’m most excited about reading when it comes to my classics reading. Now, reading its synopsis, I really want to read the story! I loved Steinbeck’s Of Mice and Men, and have loved many of the classics I’ve been reading during this latter part of the year, and now I feel like I’m ready to read the book that may have turned me off of reading, had I not already found a bit of the joy of reading in my youth.

I bought this gorgeous centennial edition of the book and it’s just so gorgeous and it sounds so so great. In case you’re not sure what the story is about, here’s the synopsis from Goodreads:

John Steinbeck’s Pulitzer Prize-winning epic of the Great Depression follows the western movement of one family & a nation in search of work & human dignity. Perhaps the most American of American classics. The novel focuses on the Joads, a poor family of sharecroppers driven from their Oklahoma home by drought, economic hardship, & changes in financial & agricultural industries. Due to their nearly hopeless situation, & in part because they were trapped in the Dust Bowl, the Joads set out for California. Along with thousands of other “Okies”, they sought jobs, land, dignity & a future. When preparing to write the novel, Steinbeck wrote: “I want to put a tag of shame on the greedy bastards who are responsible for this [the Great Depression & its effects].” The book won Steinbeck a large following among the working class, perhaps due to the book’s sympathy to the workers’ movement & its accessible prose style.

The Grapes of Wrath is frequently read in American high school & college literature classes. A celebrated Hollywood film version, starring Henry Fonda & directed by John Ford, was made in 1940.

Sometimes I wonder if it’s just me and maybe I really wasn’t a reader like other kids in high school, and other times I still think that the curriculum should be changing to include more books written specifically for young adults and maybe leaving these classics for when teenagers choose to specialize come university. But even still, I have that little niggling in the back of my head that makes me want to go back and just redo high school without thinking that boys and friends were the most important thing ever. Maybe had I gone that route, I would’ve been a voracious reader in the years between high school and discovering Twilight in 2008. At any rate, I’m glad that now, in my 30s, I’m discovering the joy of reading the classics and coming into my own when it comes to reading, finding the styles I like and being my own reading person rather than following what everyone else is reading.

What do you think when it comes to reading the classics in high school? Were you a fan of them then, or did you discover that you appreciated them more later in life? Do you agree that more current young adult books should be relevant in high school reading? I’d love to hear your thoughts! 


Taking a (Long) Break from Audiobooks!

Now, don’t get me wrong, I LOVE audiobooks. I find they’re a great way to listen to a story you might not otherwise be able to focus on via the physical format, and they’re also a great way to fit in reading during times where you can’t physically read, like when you’re gardening, driving, or doing housework.

This year I’ve listened to a LOT of audiobooks – I think around 60 or so – but since the end of May it’s been pretty sporadic. I listened to one in September, one in October, and another one during a long car drive on my way to and from vacation. Otherwise, I haven’t really had the time to listen to an audiobook!

How can that be, when I used to listen to audiobooks when cleaning, making dinner, making breakfast, doing the laundry, gardening, driving, etc., etc.? Well, kids. Literally. KIDS. I adore my kids and when I could listen to audiobooks a lot, they weren’t talking a lot. Now they talk all the time and they talk to ME all the time and I want to give them my focus when they do since they’re both learning their words. When we drive we point out birds and trees and see if the moon is still up or see if it’s raining or snowing or cloudy, and at home, they help me with cleaning and follow me around the house while I get things done. So it’s not really a great time to throw on my headphones and listen!

But as much as I miss the time to listen to an audiobook, I’ve been loving that I’ve had the time to actually read physical books and have been taking my time to focus on them. I find that with audiobooks, I’m usually doing something else and not giving the audiobook my full attention so I’ll miss certain things and by the end I might not like a book as much as I could have. I’ve loved that I can really focus on reading a book now and take my time reading it – like I’ve said, it’s about quality, not quantity, and during the first part of the year I was definitely focusing on quantity.

This isn’t to say that I’m giving up on audiobooks for good, but I think I might just have to wait until my kids are in school until I have the time to listen again. I expect I’ll have many lazy days of reading all day, but then reality will kick in and I’ll have to do housework and errands and things and that will be the perfect time to ease back into audiobooks!

I think my highest reading month this year had me reading 36 books, but this month I might finish 12, which is still pretty awesome. During this latter part of the year I’m realizing the benefits with slooooowing down in my reading and not spending every second I can reading. I find I take in the books more, remember what I’m reading, and just enjoy it more! (Ironically, as I write this, my daughter is watching Daniel Tiger and the theme is that sometimes when you go slow, things work better.)

So, thank you audiobooks, for being such a great part of my reading life! I’ll see you again in the fall of 2018!

Have you found that you go through cycles when listening to audiobooks? If you’re a parent, did you find that it was harder to fit them into your day? Have you ever gone from listening to a lot of audiobooks to not listening to them at all? 

#TomeTopple Reading List!

I am so excited to be participating in Tome Topple once again this year! The last one was in August and I think I managed 3 or 4 of my bigger books, which was awesome. This month, as I’ve mentioned, I’m focusing more on classics, Canadian literature, and non-fiction, so that’s where I was choosing my bigger books from.

From the official Goodreads page:

The whole point of this readathon is to read big books (over 500 pages). You don’t even need to read a lot of them. You don’t even need to finish one. The point is that we are all reading those big daunting books at the same time and supporting each other.

This read-a-thon runs from November 17th to the 30th!

I’ve owned two of these books for SO LONG that I would love to get to at least three of these, two of the adult literature books and I would like to read a bit of The Count of Monte Cristo each day. I remember starting The Count of Monte Cristo a long time ago when I was really interested in reading it. I had gotten a chapter or so in and wondered why it seemed so fast paced and then I realized I was reading the abridged version – ABRIDGED! So I got rid of that and bought the unabridged and just never picked it up. I remember my cousin saying this was her favourite book so I can’t wait to read it finally!

Any Known Blood by Lawrence Hill – 505 pages
Alias Grace by Margaret Atwood – 558 pages
The Witches of New York by Ami McKay – 504 pages
The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas – 1,179 pages

I’m aiming quite low with The Count of Monte Cristo and would like to read at least 30 pages a day or more but I’m not going to push myself. It would be great to get halfway through if I could. I’m also so excited about all of my Canadian reads! I didn’t realize I had so many 500+ page books on my shelf but they all look so good that I don’t know which one I’ll start with first. I do want to be sure to read Alias Grace because I’ve been PVRing the TV show and want to watch it after. Might be a good break after the big books.

And that’s my full reading list! I might cheat and start a few days early, but I really can’t wait to tackle these beasts from my shelf.

Are you participating in Tome Topple? What’s on your reading list?